I never really knew who i was because i lived through him. He was my love, my dreams, and what i thought was my future. He made me cry, and you know thats definitely a bad sign. He put me down, he was always with her…. he dumped me, and i was devastated. But now, through all the bad….. im finding myself, and im going to find someone that treats me like how i deserve to be treated. He’s with her, but now im winning beauty pageants, dancing solos, auditioning in NYC like crazy… and all though theres that emptyness lingering, a guy will soon come along to fill it.